♥ holland! i don’t know why i was in such a rush to get the hell out of here.
… the past few weeks i’ve been thinking about going to college in america & was actually really excited about it, but apparantly i’d have to enroll months ago & it was the end of my dream. also, i don’t get the school system there at all. i was kinda sad about it for a few days, but looking around i realized how much i actually loved holland. i love the architecture, i love the cycling thing, i love how crazy excited all the dutch people get about sunny weather, i love how easy it is to meet band members at shows, i love how unabashed & uncensored the dutch are, i love the older cities like amsterdam & utrecht… even though there’s nothing really important keeping me, for the next few (& i DO mean few) years i’ll be perfectly content here.
♥ the diyscene forums!

i’ve only been a member for a few days, but i already like it better than craftster.
♥ following tom felton on twitter! his updates usually make me smile :] i can’t wait to see him in the new harry potter movie!
♥ having an organized fabric stash! it was really messy, so today i reorganized it & threw out (blasphemous, i know) all the fugly fabrics that i never would’ve used & nobody would’ve bought off of me. my taste & standards have really changed over the past few years.
♥ bright colours! i’m already growing out of my pastel phase :p i used to love bright colours so much. then i really started to like more neutral tones & pastels. but now i love bright colours again ^^
♥ reading & writing every day! i had almost forgotten how addicting those things can be.
♥ slip dresses, pearl necklaces, stockings with garter belts, brightly coloured make-up, false eyelashes, elaborate bows, bling, insanely high stilettos; basically the “classy ho” look :p i really need more items like that…
♥ my new sugar mafia/callow lily ring!

i know, the picture’s shit, but i can’t help the lighting in my room.
i just got it & am wearing it right now. it’s so BIG! & well-crafted too. i adore it :] i’ll probably wear it on a daily basis.
♥ having lots of money again! & spending it terribly unresponsibly! while i still can. for now i’ll stop buying so many unneccessary things though. i have to invest more in my shop.
♥ finally having wireless internet! it’s really nice to be able to move my laptop around without that long annoying wire.
♥ improving myself! it’s really an ongoing project. i blame gala darling. i’m nowhere near as cynical & misanthropic & hopeless as i was last year. i’m finally starting to live up to my name (maraluce means “sea of light”)! & i like it :]
that’s all i can think of right now, but there are LOTS more things that i’ve loved since my last tilt.






















